I have so many problem don't know where it start's where it began
Didn't stay and fight these demon's with me you got up and ran
Try to make it through your wrath I got to come up with a plan
Been fighting depression for so long why don't you understand
Do you understand the time I took for you I just can't get back
Been walking dead for so long my heart feel's it has cardiac
Arrested by my own thought's you made did you cause all these attack's
Told if I can't make it through look at the light but now I see it's black
Now I see it's black
Now I see it's black
Now I see it's black
Now I see it's black
You held me down with all your phrase's wondering was that your intent
Or was it your plan all along to hurt me with all your neglect
Now you got me lonely only thing I think is I'm a reject
You know you left it hurt's so much you don't care on how it effect's
When I showed you all this love why didn't you show the same respect
I know you said you love me but the little thing's kill's the aspect
Your bad love is so contagious in my heart it seem's to infect
I know we are only human but you said you would be perfect
Why am I so down maybe all my thought's I just haven't checked
When I'm all alone this bad aura cause's my pain to project
Why'd you have to go and leave now my mind is so torn and wrecked
Don't want to act out on your bad so myself I take time to correct
Lost my mind a long time ago everything I'm trying to collect
Injected me with suffering a mark you left so permanent
Was I a victim in your presence seen so much now I'm a suspect
Can't really tell if you hate me but now the truth I undetected
Slithering just like a snake
I'm telling you, you are so fake
Was it always your intent
To make me suffer make me break
I'm sorry that was my mistake
My love you chose not to intake
I've been taking all the pill's
Just to walk dead while I'm still awake
You know our love you can't just remake
Knowing that give's me a headache
Why do I feel I'm in pity
In my head thought's cause an outbreak
Stuck now take my life I debate
Cause now I think I wasn't great
You had me at the bottom
Even though myself I dedicate
You held me down with all your phrase's wondering was that your intent
Or was it your plan all along to hurt me with all your neglect
Now you got me lonely only thing I think is I'm a reject
You know you left it hurt's so much you don't care on how it effect's
When I showed you all this love why didn't you show the same respect
I know you said you love me but the little thing's kill's the aspect
Your bad love is so contagious in my heart it seem's to infect
I know we are only human but you said you would be perfect
Why am I so down maybe all my thought's I just haven't checked
When I'm all alone this bad aura cause's my pain to project
Why'd you have to go and leave now my mind is so torn and wrecked
Don't want to act out on your bad so myself I take time to correct
Lost my mind a long time ago everything I'm trying to collect
Injected me with suffering a mark you left so permanent
Was I a victim in your presence seen so much now I'm a suspect
Can't really tell if you hate me but now the truth I undetected