Hearing your voice in the distance like an echo
Just trying to tell myself you can make it if you let go
Ever sense you broke my heart I been off of a toxic dose
Emotion's get the best of me my bad thought's tend to be exposed
Remember giving you my all a piece of my heart you repose
Holding you so tight but I can't now the drug's I hold them close
Can't even say how I really feel in my mind it all just froze
All alone in this field with my dead petal's off of my rose
I can't even think when your name is written all up in head
Remember those time watching movie's laying all up in your bed
Running off with another guy why don't you want me instead
Now I'm dead needing a doctor are you going to be my med
Just know I had to play along
You made me feel I don't belong
Just know that when I am gone
Didn't even listen to my song's
Try to learn the right from wrong
Cause that shit hurt and you prolonged
Can we make it through the dawn
Why couldn't we be something strong
Got an upper hand baby but you still drive me lucid
Grabbed me by my heart smashing me oh why am I stupid
You open up a door in my life it make's me diluted
Told your friend's so many lie's the good you just excluded
When we were together didn't make me feel included
Now demon's breaking down my wall's oh they are intruding
Or is it you driving me crazy what are you doing
Telling myself got to go I got to keep on moving
Why is this always a problem
Making you mine I've been falling down your column
You puzzle's I try and solve them
Lie's I couldn't register
Want to leave
Can't confess to her
She made me bleed
I tested her
Now let me leave
Lost the best of her
Said to me
What we never were
I try the leen
Oh then I swerve
Into your lane
Into your world
You bring me pain and I observe
You tortured me baby you made me feel that I was burning
I wanted to pick you but instead now my life I'm turning
Around for the better
So now I wrote my letter
Back to you to let you know I wasn't feeling better
Done with all the pressure
I can't possess her
Even through the rainy day's always gave you my sweater
Stuck in your vortex
Waiting for your next step's
Try to find my way through to delete all of these broken text
You didn't even want to talk my decision's you were against
Got an upper hand baby but you still drive me lucid
Grabbed me by my heart smashing me oh why am I stupid
You open up a door in my life it make's me diluted
Told your friend's so many lie's the good you just excluded
When we were together didn't make me feel included
Now demon's breaking down my wall's oh they are intruding
Or is it you driving me crazy what are you doing
Telling myself got to go I got to keep on moving