Deep down I feel like a monster
why won't you help me
cuz it hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words
and I don't get to see you so often
and I feel so cold
because it's hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words

unconditional
feeling so miserable
teach me the ways to your heart, the ways to your mind, quit wasting my time
it's a miracle
all the lies that I've through
you were too busy, breaking my heart, infecting my mind, I'm chasing my soul

all the times that I had to say amen
I was cold and you still left me aimless
on the scene I was afraid to talk
I was keeping all the words in my head

and it filled my heart full of hatred
now I think about the time that wasted
no light on my skin cuz
I see is visions, yeah, they got me blinded

do you ever get this feeling in chest
like trying hard to breathe
but you ain't got nothing left
now you're crying in your shower
and you thinking bout your ex
feeling pushed against the wall
and life has got you by the neck

like you ain't fitting in this place
and cuz you got broken buy a text
and you feel a disgrace
because your life is such a mess
but trust me time will heal you
you are nothing less than blessed
you just gotta stand up from this test


deep down I feel like a monster
why won't you help me
cuz it hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words
and I don't get to see you so often
and I feel so cold
because it's hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words

I miss the times when we'd would go out and play
I miss the times when we didn't care bout the fakes
the memories yeah, I got them engraved in my brain
telling me why, its not be the same

no matter how many phone calls we make
the fact is that things will never be saved
let's just put a pause on life, let's start walking by
before I end up in my grave

falling behind, can't reach to me
and I'm tryna find the piece to peace
caught me looking at you like na na na
you got me magical like ta da da
and you're not an enemy to me
I just miss the friends we used to be
maybe I'm just dreaming to much, maybe I'm just seeing too much
tasting life, I'm feeling so priceless
will my life end at the end of a rifle
as the time bends I'mma spend all the right words
on the right ones
tell me what is my life worth?
when I think about you, I think of pretty flowers
and every time that we kiss, yeah you gimme power
even though it's hard enough
you still push me through but you know that I

deep down I feel like a monster
why won't you help me
cuz it hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words
and I don't get to see you so often
and I feel so cold
because it's hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words
deep down I feel like a monster
why won't you help me
cuz it hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words
and I don't get to see you so often
and I feel so cold
because it's hard enough for me
in my head, in my thoughts, in words