Insecurities
Encountered every single night
My sentiments is all that I could think of
This clenched feelings vivid faith but I know I'll fail
Scintillating hearts covered in vile

Craving for contentment
These satisfactions neglect my eagerness
Seeking for compassions dejected by uncertainty
I've crossed to the side
Where my anxiety keeps me in thrust
Forced down to the ground
On my knees I weep I beg of thee

Sinking in grief I sleep
Gazing vibrant haze in seas
Floating still mourning in deep conceiving endlessly
Weary eyes I get from being jaded half of my life
Wanting to know how happiness could bring
I climb myself uninspired

Haunting my surroundings
Exhausting believing
Conquering my instincts cunningly slick
I hoped for vindication but it was an error of committing
I just need my self belief
Relieving me will just shatter me

Sinking in grief I sleep
Gazing vibrant haze in seas
Floating still mourning in deep endlessly

I just need my self belief
Relieving me just shatter me
Fracture me

I just needed my self belief
Relieving me will just shatter me

You sinking in my sleep
You singing through my dream

You sinking in my sleep
You singing through my dream

I just needed my self belief
Relieving me will just shatter me

Fracture me instead
I've finally come to it
Weary eyes I get from being jaded half of my life
Wanting to know how happiness could bring
I climb myself uninspired