I hope u get this call I hope u don't react
It's been a while since I've told you all the hate you have
I'll never throw it back I moved on from the past
I know you wanna die because you can't see what you have
I could no longer handle all the love you couldn't give
To pull it all away and never show up for your kids
It's not about the money or the fact you're not in touch
It cause you got your demons slowly bleeding out of love

I wish you weren't mad I had to take your brothers name
To be able the withhold all the lightning from the fame
I try to be my best and show him love by not letting him die in vain
If thats not enough you must be clinically insane
You say that family never leaves
You left back in the day
Your brother died I live my life to honor on his name
Your selfish eyes wont let you see a thing
This is goodbye unless you change

You could change the world
Find your ass a girl
Show up for your kids
Let the people who you've hurt know your sorry for the fucked up things that you did
Holes in the wall getting drunk at the crib
I know that you know you really need somebody
Goin thru this hell so you could be somebody
Guess it is what it is
cll out of love til there ain't any love left to give

Why won't you listen are you fired up
I've tried to tell you it feel like when you start talking there's someone who's tryna spy on us
Skating on a block of ice I feel it crack beneath me
Caution signs in the open you evade them sneaky
I'd love to be the one to finally get to your head
But you're the reason you feel like you wanna die in bed
You're the reason you stay trapped within your lonely thought so distraught
I've watched you change over the years into someone I've never thought
There's moments where I fear I'll grab the call you end up dead
I don't regret the fact I mean exactly what I said
Cause what I feel is the real
I've lost count all the amount of times you've made me cry
There's days when I'm alone I only think of suicide
If I just called I know you'd pick the phone up spitting mad rounds
But I don't wanna deal with how you always put me down

You could change the world
Find your ass a girl
Show up for your kids
Let the people who you've hurt know your sorry for the fucked up things that you did
Holes in the wall getting drunk at the crib
I know that you know you really need somebody
Goin thru this hell so you could be somebody
Guess it is what it is
cll out of love til there ain't any love left to give