I've always had a good defense
Against wisdom and common sense
A terminal headache they're gonna crush against
Like then now is nothing ago
And how I know that you know that I know
The loops so fast, I've gotta move slow

Cause I can't choose whatever I choose to do
When I lost me, did you lose me too

Everything's a mystery
Forgetting how to miss me
Sanity is history

Happiness at my fingertips
Whose name will remain on my lips
When the last grains of reality finally slips
Like the safety of touching silk
Or the warmth hidden in milk
That's my darkness engulfing everything like ink

Cause I can't choose whatever I choose to do
When I lost me, did you lose me too

Everything's a mystery
Forgetting how to miss me
Sanity is history