I speak my soul in my songs,what I say is what I'm on
I had a inspiring feeling but now that feeling is gone
I'm just better off on my own,though I hate feeling all alone
But I can't help it when I think I'm doing right it all be wrong
That's why I just stay in the zone
I understand that I'm not that catchy,or maybe I should stop rapping
My thoughts just done killed my happiness
I used to be the happiest
Now I go around capping with a fake smile on my face
I was told to stay in my place
Take a step back and leave some space for you
(For you,all for you)
You said money can't buy happiness but I think that's a lie
If you buy your mom a house wouldn't she stop everything and just cry
'Cause she's happy
('Cause she's happy)
('Cause she's happy)
What it should be is that money can't buy love
You say I do to much you don't do enough
I speak my soul in my songs,what I say is what I'm on
I had a inspiring feeling but now that feeling is gone
I'm just better off on my own,though I hate feeling all alone
But I can't help it when I think I'm doing right it all be wrong
Continuous conversations with myself
Oblivious observations for my health
2,4,6,8,10 then the twelfth
That's what I count to I lower my breath
I talk about love but I also want wealth
Being independent I don't no help
I don't need you,don't need nobody else
(I don't need you,don't need nobody else)
I love and I lost I guess I paid the cost
When it's only one trying,you give your all
I guess it's my fault 'cause my heart left with scars
You blame it on me say you wasn't apart
You gave me the flags should've known from the start
When you started shading me I should've stopped
But I'm getting smarter and quick to hit block
"Message Not Sent" and I bet you in shock
That's what happen when I listen to thoughts
We left off so bad but it's not want
What you want me to say is "don't go",but I can't keep on trying 'cause I'm on a roll,but you in the back of my mind,can't worry about you i'ma stick to my grind
So,ima force a smile for while,you can't walk in my shoes not even for a mile
You say that you love me but I'm in denial
At the end of the day I'm a overthinking child
(I'm a overthinking child,At the end of the day I'm a overthinking child)
You say it's complicated but what's complicated about conversating havin' conversations
Now you mad I caught you observating now you observating me have observations
I know that I'm different I'm choosing and picking and variating through my variations
I'm like a surgeon I'm operating
I'm going through all of these operations
Maybe I'll start to meet expectations
I can keep on going for some generations
I told you no handouts or invitations
And I'm not reacting to your speculations
And I know that that's gonna keep speculating
If you know it,you know it no demonstrations
Say it to my face so we have confrontation
You hallucinating it's your imagination
I'm gonna be a star so i start preparation
Yes I do believe in manifestation
I rock with myself don't have organizations
Anything you say put quotation,quotation
My overthinking is right so let's have a celebration
That all brings me back to my thoughts
The reason I'm making this song
I speak my soul in my songs,what I say is what I'm on
I had a inspiring feeling but now that feeling is gone
I'm just better off on my own,though I hate feeling all alone
But I can't help it when I think I'm doing right it all be wrong
That's why I just stay in the zone
I understand that I'm not that catchy,or maybe I should stop rapping
My thoughts just done killed my happiness