Just look here at this kid
The one in the closet always close to tears
His heart is racing fast
His mind a commotion
He just wants to disappear, disappear

When you shut your eyes is it a better way to see me?
I have come to realize that this was never about me

The fear, the years, the jeers, the tears
Your fucked up marriage
Do you even know how much you were trying to control me?
Stop
Telling me what to do
What to say
Who to screw
Was the sun on the windowsill
Always this beautiful
Were the leaves on the trees
Always that green
The teacup so fragile
This blue, this blue

I've been missing
I've been missing
I’ve been missing
I’ve been missing
Have I been missing
I’ve been missing
All along

The hole and the hollow
I thought I’d disappear
Then you reached down and pulled me out
Now everything seems clear

The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive life awake, life awake, living life
The privilege of living life alive, life alive
Life awake, life awake, living life

Grateful, open, amplifying
Passion, joy, pleasure
Merging freedoms all unfolding
Acceptance, trust, surrender

Surrender
Surrender
Surrender
I surrender

Just look here at this kid