I just dropped a pint in my Fanta
I been so ghost, I'm a phantom
Took the Devil's hand, now I'm dancing
I don't wanna dance no more
I don't wanna take Xans no more
I wish I could kick the cup
But I can't kick this luck
Been struggling to give a fuck
Everything I do, it's never enough
I'm so tired of everyone

I just dropped a pint in my Fanta
I been so ghost, I'm a phantom
Took the Devil's hand, now I'm dancing
I don't wanna dance no more
I don't wanna take Xans no more
I wish I could kick this luck
I wish I could kick the cup
Here I come pouring another up
Bitch I'd like to give a fuck
Bitch I'd like to show some love
And put my friends on
Some don't show it back
The ones that do will be
The ones I always have
I try to bе nice, but I don't have the timе
You can hear it in my music
You can hear that I'm dying
You can see that I'm dying i wanna be lying
Lying by your side, wish I was a cat
I don't have nine lives
I can't try again, I wasted it
Been popping pills
Haven't been the same since
I been looking different
I been acting strange
Let the studio be my grave

You have no idea what it means to be alone
(Why are you saying that?)
Because, you're annoying

When I die, I know all the fake will show up
People who ghosted me will say
That they had love you weren't my friend
So please don't pretend
I was all alone when I died in the end
I know it's coming it's coming up soon
Piercing my heart just like a harpoon
Can catch feelings
But I can't catch a break
How much more will it take

Find my body at the bottom of a lake tonight
I was so gone that I could barely talk
Can't even remember how I got this far
I passed out in my friend's car
They didn't even care
Pass out all the time and people
Act like there's no one's there
Walking through a crowd, all I get is stares
Every step I take is like going up the stairs
I'm so tired, don't wanna go anywhere

I'm so fucking tired
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of recording
I'm tired of writing i'm tired of working
I'm just tired of everyone
Everyone and everybody

I just dropped a pint in my Fanta
I been so ghost, I'm a phantom
Took the Devil's hand, now I'm dancing
I don't wanna dance no more
I don't wanna take Xans no more
I wish I could kick the cup
I can't kick this luck
No one ever gives a fuck
They all expect I'm fine
Even though it's clear I'm dying
Why do I have to die to
Get all the people writing
The writing's on the wall
But no one wants to get involved
(Yeah the final lap)

Mind your own business Owens stupid idiot
(I heard that) you're supposed to!