Dark turns to light it's too tight in this fortress
Light turns to dark and I'm feeling enormous
Weight on my chest swear to god it's so torturous
And to god I'm sorry for all the horseshit
That I engaged in
I wasn't myself I was anxious
And caught up my vision was tainted
I threw up my soul on the pavement
Why you complaining
If you won't change
A piece of my heart on the page
Just for them to not notice or pay
Any attention to me it's okay
I'm placing my bets on a way
Out of this mind state it's a grave
It'll bury my passion and love for the game
Before I ever have a chance to play
It's insane how this shit go
Insane the way they all cope
I bend frames through my mind it's a scope
To pin names or personas of course
I spit flames it don't matter before
You switch lanes better have a reward
Can't say if it mattered to her
My gut reaction is she's fine with the score
But the score ain't settled till it's sold out tours
Cause I ain't done until I say so
Everyone around me think I'm done so what you hate for
This ain't nothing new it's all the same to me so case closed
You can see just from my eyes that this is what I paid for
Yeah
You can see just from my eyes that this is what I paid for
This ain't nothing new
This ain't nothing new
This ain't nothing new
You standing with your crew
But they don't care about you
Until you counting blues
I turn the pain to truth
When I'm inside the booth
And all my deepest questions turn
To tainted truths
Yeah I'm a sage for youth
Who felt the same it's proof
You can stay and lose
Or bend your mind to loosen
Up for better days
It feels so far it's like its a planet away
But from a distant star becomes a better place
So for now I guess I'm tryna set the stage
So for now I guess I'm tryna be okay
Put my mind to it and I flip the page
One last look until I fade to grey
And I can't be scared no more
I've been that way too long I'm sure
It's very strange how I strike a chord
Within you to fucking hate me oh word
How you do that to yourself
Self reflection turns to wealth
So don't question how it felt
I can tell you I live inside hell
So don't question how it felt
I can tell you I live inside hell
I can tell you I live inside
Cause I ain't done until I say so
Everyone around me think I'm done so what you hate for
This ain't nothing new it's all the same to me so case closed
You can see just from my eyes that this is what I paid for
Yeah
You can see just from my eyes that this is what I paid for
This ain't nothing new
This ain't nothing new