Was it real?
I down liquor to drown out the pain I feel
I'm always faded dissociated
I'm fading away
Where did I go wrong?
It's not your fault
But I've been drowning in the oceans of my doubts and flaws
You're better off
Won't text or call
But I'll be thinking of you
It hurts me to say
I know I'm to blame
So I'm not the same
I've been drinking more than ever babe
You gotta push me away
I thought you felt the same
It's clearly not the case
But I'll be thinking of you
Where did I go wrong?
It's not your fault
But I've been drowning in the oceans of my doubts and flaws
You're better off
Won't text or call
I'll binge through it all
Demons crowd my walls
Alcohol withdrawals
I lay in bed enraged
I try to keep it tame
Substance in the way
I'm not the same
Where did I go wrong?
It's not your fault
But I've been drowning in the oceans of my doubts and flaws
You're better off
Won't text or call
I'll binge through it all
Where did I go wrong?
It's not your fault
But I've been drowning in the oceans of my doubts and flaws
Demons crowd my walls
Alcohol withdrawals