I go through life trying not to wonder
Trying to keep an empty mind
Trying to feel as little and as much at the same time
But nothing to push me forward
And nothing to hold me back
Makes me feel emptier than ever
Guess it's the strength inside me I lack

If I keep trying to be this neutral
Not dare to let the light come in
Will I ever feel this happiness this music I need within

I need someone to push me forward
I need someone to hold me back
'Cause I feel emptier than ever

Protecting myself from all that's out of my own hands
Can't afford to reach the highest highs
'Cause I know I'll drop a thousand miles below
From where I started
Still I go