I hold it all in
I let to much out
Don't wanna be loved
I have too much doubt
I let them in quick
Forgot where they're now
I haven't lost much
But I've lost my own mouth

When did my mind start playing with me
I didn't know love could come easily
My mind mixing words
I'm falling asleep
I lay in bed just hoping for dreams (Lay)
I lay in bed just hoping for dreams

Instead I lie here awake
My head on my pillow
Waiting to escape
Waiting for day to break
Waiting for the sun to come so I don't have to face

That I hold it all in
I let too much out
Don't want to be loved
But I can't live without
I hold on too quick
They may let me down
But I might be the one
That turns them all down