Mama she told me to never stop loving but I just really don't see the point
I'm tired of hoes playing games with my heart and they seem to have fun like it's cedar point
I'm not the same person that I used to be and I'm not sorry if I just seem annoyed
I hope when it comes and it's my time to go that I won't ever have to redeploy, huh
Hoes treat me like I'm a demon boy, huh
Get out yo feelings boy, huh
Numb, I ain't feeling joy, huh
Think the old me destroyed, huh
They say this life full of pleasure but I just cannot seem to find any I enjoy, huh
Remember I was younger, I didn't know shit and now I just be sitting here, I rejoice, huh
I don't feel regular, not from this earth
Wonder if I'm getting what I deserve?
Swimming in pain, fell in love with the hurt
Lately I'm fantasizing 'bout a hearse, uh
Overloaded right now, I feel like I'm boutta burst, huh
When's it get better? I really feel like I been cursed, huh
And she been doin' the worst, uh huh
Every time I just get burnt, uh huh
Think I just need to reverse, uh huh
Every time that I check my phone, you always on shit
Listen here bitch, first of all
I'll be sure that you the first to fall
You'll be the first to fall
I'll be sure to turn you into dust
This is never what I wanted
Because I still feel like we're bonded
Every day, wish you responded
It's gotta be more beyond this
Wondering, when did I adopt this?
But you crossed the line and you dotted
Guess I should've known that it's not it
Mama she told me to never stop loving but I just really don't see the point
I'm tired of hoes playing games with my heart and they seem to have fun like it's cedar point
I'm not the same person that I used to be and I'm not sorry if I just seem annoyed
I hope when it comes and it's my time to go that I won't ever have to redeploy, huh
Hoes treat me like I'm a demon boy, huh
Get out yo feelings boy, huh
Numb, I ain't feeling joy, huh
Think the old me destroyed, huh
They say this life full of pleasure but I just cannot seem to find any I enjoy, huh
Remember I was younger, I didn't know shit and now I just be sitting here, I rejoice, huh
Mama she told me to never stop loving but I just really don't see the point
I'm tired of hoes playing games with my heart and they seem to have fun like it's cedar point
I'm not the same person that I used to be and I'm not sorry if I just seem annoyed
I hope when it comes and it's my time to go that I won't ever have to redeploy, huh
Hoes treat me like I'm a demon boy, huh
Get out yo feelings boy, huh
Numb, I ain't feeling joy, huh
Think the old me destroyed, huh
They say this life full of pleasure but I just cannot seem to find any I enjoy, huh
Remember I was younger, I didn't know shit and now I just be sitting here, I rejoice, huh