Tell me how it feels, tell me how it feels
When the lights go off and the shit gets real
Yeah, you don't know the feeling, not nil
Yeah, I hide the real me from you still
I ignore it, staying high like I'm on stilts
And know, if i end up dead that I got killed
Now I'm on the other side, wish I ain't climb that hill
Wish there was an easy way I could rewind that film
But there ain't none
Try to play it off, I'ma stay numb
She just take it off, she don't say none
Baby know the deal, we just fake love
But it turned real for you, played ya
You think I ignore how I feel
When I don't even know how to heal
Gettin' lit 'till I'm gone, outta here
Take a flick, won't last long 'till I dip, yeah
Won't miss ya
Leave another hit for the trail when I RIP, yeah
Tell me I'm gon' get up, bitch, yeah I been up
Saw you as a hiccup but I still miss ya
You think I ignore how I feel
When I don't even know how to heal
Gettin' lit 'till I'm gone, outta here
Take a flick, won't last long 'till I dip
Tell me how it feels, tell me how it feels
When the lights go off and the shit gets real
Yeah, you don't know the feeling, not nil
Yeah, I hide the real me from you still
I ignore it, staying high like I'm on stilts
And know, if i end up dead that I got killed
Now I'm on the other side, wish I ain't climb that hill
Wish there was an easy way I could rewind that film
That's why I don't like being sober
Closed off, you don't wanna see me being open
Some things better left off unspoken
That's why I don't really talk I'm frozen
No emotion, slow corrosion
Numb, I'm hopeless, poetry in motion
Know I'm goated, keeping my focus
Tell me "That's bogus" quiet, you don't know shit
Yeah, let me live some
Leave another hit for the trail when I RIP, yeah
Tell me I'm gon' get up, bitch, yeah I been up
Saw you as a hiccup but I still miss ya
You think I ignore how I feel
When I don't even know how to heal
Gettin' lit 'till I'm gone, outta here
Take a flick, won't last long 'till I dip
Tell me how it feels, tell me how it feels
When the lights go off and the shit gets real
Yeah, you don't know the feeling, not nil
Yeah, I hide the real me from you still
I ignore it, staying high like I'm on stilts
And know, if i end up dead that I got killed
Now I'm on the other side, wish I ain't climb that hill
Wish there was an easy way I could rewind that film