I wake
cnd I forget you a little more
You fade
That's what we're all are made for
My gaze, stone
I'm staring at the flickering post
cnd love stories
cre just memories and ghosts

You know I don't like sympathy
Or being lied to
So spare me the, “you'll be fines”
“it's okays” or “i'll miss yous”

‘cause I know, I know
The only thing in this world that could be mine
I know, I know
Is a front row seat to a real bad time
cnd darling, wait, there's more
It gets a little blurry after a while
But I know, I know
cnxiety never goes out style

I never learn
So here we are back in this old room
I find there's less and less
I can think of that I wanna tell you

Don't know how else to say it
This is the very first time
That I've lost someone
Who's still very much alive

cnd how does it feel to be clean?
Oh, I'll live only if you're dead to me
So you're dead to me

I know, I know
The only thing in this world to be mine
I know, I know
Is a front row seat to a real bad time
cnd darling, wait, there's more
It gets a little blurry after a while
But I know, I know
cnxiety never goes out style