Yeah, I feel like nobody can hear me
Yeah, I promise that I doubted it okay?
That might be unhealthy
I never said that I was stable
I've been fried from the demons I've popped
Prescriptions in my dreams
And the only way I can think straight
Is some weed until I can't see

At least it stops the agony of
My lust to not,
Not know what's good for me
It's common for me that for 2 days at a time, I don't sleep
I don't even need to do meth cause this pain is never ending you fucking junky

Inject your needles and then tell me that you love me
You fucking slug never think that you're above me
I made the dirt that you came from
These tainted mirrors
Remind me how numb I really am
I live in a world where it rewards the selfish
When can we stop getting mad at things we can't control
It's human nature can we help it

At least it stops the agony of
My lust to not
Not know what's good for me
It's common for me that for 2 days at I time, that I don't sleep
I don't even need to do meth cause this pain is never ending you fucking junky

Maybe my family didn't see
They really shouldn't worry
Cause when I left there was nothing that they could've done
Except maybe lock away all of the guns
I try to remind myself that hell is just a mindset
Holy Spirit can you help my mind rest
I've never thought that I could be so depressed that I can't even think about sex