Stress got me feelin like time bomb blowin up
Causing craters all throughout my brain
I can’t deal with haters, pickin out my imperfections
I ain’t toppin their selections
I don’t even care cause I’m not here to be within their sections
When I got walls caving on the inside
You say your taller but to me your lookin 4:5
I ain’t got no confidence but I will never confide
Into your obsessions, your aggressions, you don’t realize
That I got too many thoughts on my mind
That I don’t even care what’s wrong or right
I’m just tryin to get through everyday life
Without spite, avoiding fights, stay in the light
Drown myself in music till I break
I’m formulating plans till there’s nothing left to make
I don’t care what it takes
You don’t know me stop being fake
That all of your actions and all of your passions
Mean nothing until you are ready to die
They say that they care but they don’t even dare
To check up on your status until you reply
They all seek attention and lemme just mention
That suicide isn’t a joke so don’t try
But if you are dealing with something
Just know you can talk to me hold in your cries
I’m sittin on the bus writing this in the back seat
Decapitated, yea I am faded while makin mad heat
All my creations are how I vent so now I’ll at me
And say that I’ll write what God approves while I’m praying on my knees
That I got too many thoughts on my mind
That I don’t even care what’s wrong or right
I’m just tryin to get through everyday life
Without spite, avoiding fights, stay in the light
Drown myself in music till I break
I’m formulating plans till there’s nothing left to make
I don’t care what it takes
You don’t know me stop being fake
I'm being honest
Don’t give a damn
Y’all cannot determine who I really am
Y’all don’t know my story and that is a shame
Y’all don’t really know my real name
Y’all just think I’m edgy
All you know is that I’m white
Under these black cloths I’m really full of light
God is good and so now I write
He fuels my fire to keep me right
Stress got me feelin like time bomb blowin up
Causing craters all throughout my brain
I can’t deal with haters, pickin out my imperfections
I ain’t toppin their selections
I don’t even care cause I’m not here to be within their sections
When I got walls caving on the inside
You say your taller but to me your lookin 4:5
I ain’t got no confidence but I will never confide
Into your obsessions, your aggressions, you don’t realize
That I got too many thoughts on my mind
That I don’t even care what’s wrong or right
I’m just tryin to get through everyday life
Without spite, avoiding fights, stay in the light
Drown myself in music till I break
I’m formulating plans till there’s nothing left to make
I don’t care what it takes
You don’t know me stop being fake
That I got too many thoughts on my mind
That I don’t even care what’s wrong or right
I’m just tryin to get through everyday life
Without spite, avoiding fights, stay in the light
Drown myself in music till I break
I’m formulating plans till there’s nothing left to make
I don’t care what it takes
You don’t know me stop being fake