I don't know why it just can't work out
I don't know if I'm ever gonna find out
All alone that's just how I'm living life now
Pop a pill just to try and clear my mind now
Say I'm fine but that's all on the surface
I don't know if this pain is really worth it
Try to smile but nothings really working
I just wanna feel like I'm really worth it
But when I try
I'm left to dry
So I just cry
To feel alive
I waste my time
But I don't mind
I just get high
So I get by
Everyone fades
No one will stay
Fuck what they say
Lie to my face
They leave me stray
I feel betrayed
Heart on display
Left to decay
I been losing my mind now
I just can't find a way out
The cycle never slows down
My heart can't get more broke now
These scars are always haunting
Why can love be so daunting
I swear this shit's exhausting
Cant have the thing I'm wanting
I waste my time cuz I know I'll never find a way
To feel ok
It's all the same
Love leaves me blind and I tell myself I'm over it
But I'll admit
I can't resist
Every time I try it always just ends the same
With all this pain
And I'm to blame
I chase the high just so I can feel ok
I numb the pain
With Marry Jane
I smoke all of my pain away
This love thing is all just a game
I swear it's rotting my brain
Sing with me if you can relate
I don't know why it just can't work out
I don't know if I'm ever gonna find out
All alone that's just how I'm living life now
Pop a pill just to try and clear my mind now
Say I'm fine but that's all on the surface
I don't know if this pain is really worth it
Try to smile but nothings really working
I just wanna feel like I'm really worth it
But when I try
I'm left to dry
So I just cry
To feel alive
I waste my time
But I don't mind
I just get high
So I get by
Everyone fades
No one will stay
Fuck what they say
Lie to my face
They leave me stray
I feel betrayed
Heart on display
Left to decay