Smoke a little weed, smoke a little weed
I've been feeling low
Pressure in my head, lay awake in bed
I'm against the ropes
Been trying to recover
But nothing I do works
Guess hiding under the covers
Is only making it worse
I'm stuck, think this is growing up

Too much is on my mind, always on my mind
Need a little space
Spend my days alone, can't get off my phone
Nothings goes my way miss all of my friends
And barely can file my taxes
I'm halfway through my twenties
Like how the hell did this happen
I'm stuck, my life is in a rut

And I've been hoping, these doors might open
And I'll be running from this place free
Constant pacing, this time I'm wasting
I can't control these emotions in me

Growing up i think I've seen better days
It's getting tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growing up whatever that means anyway
I don't know enough i'm just growing up

Girlfriend wanna chill, girlfriend
Wanna chill, i've been working late
I don't got no time, working all the time
Too much on my plate
And I don't wanna fail
I'm bringing myself stress
I cant sit on my sofa, I'm lost an depressed
And stuck, I can't say that enough

Anxiety is high, I can't even lie
I'm not doing great
Dishes in the sink, think I need drink
They goin' have to wait
Stay inside my room
That now's become a prison
I hate these 4 walls
But only feel safe in them
I'm stuck, but no one gives a fuck

And I've been hoping, these doors might open
And I'll be running from this place free
Constant pacing, this time I'm wasting
I can't control these emotions in me

Growing up i think I've seen better days
It's getting tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growing up whatever that means anyway
I don't know enough i'm just growing up

Growing up i think I've seen better days
It's getting tough
Always tryna seem like I'm okay
I'm growing up whatever that means anyway
I don't know enough i'm just growing up

Growing up