I, im so afraid, of going through change, does anybody feel the same?

I, im so afraid, of going through change, does anybody feel the same?

Ive been, up late, there's somethings i go through, won't lie, afraid, of anything that feel new, so i smoke, i drank, like i got nothing to lose, im falling back into this hell, tell me whats the wait call your friends an come thru, I struggle everyday guess tonight I'll let lose, shots of lemonade, spike my vodka with juice, everything's feeling so different these days,

Cant work this out, keep tripping all over myself, somehow, fill up my mind with this doubt, im trying, running as far i can, cause i know that I

I been going through changes, sometimes its a lot, memories I tried saving, somehow I forgot, i dont know what im chasing start to think im lost, my chest been feeling heavy, couple shots of liquor think im ready, talk my shit, dont tempt me, I think that it's overdue, fuck it, life can hurt, life is pain, then get on your feet again, go to work, love your fam, real life over Instagram, i get down, then i learn, okay let these bridges burn, im through