I’ve been losing my way but I never noticed
Holding on to hope and living hopeless
Still wrote this, as my every fear grips me in the moment
The fear of never knowing or the fear of losing faith
Choose your lane, we all partake in this foolish games
Chasing wealth while I’m tainting my health
Never chose the right way can only blame myself
Peer pressure, every thought and every gesture
Was on my own measure, delving deeper as I get fed up
I know the mountain gets steeper, still keep my head up
All them nights I spent smoking on sativa with my breddas
Never gave me shit, tales of a lazy kid lost in the mist
Vision hazy, losing sight and my grip
On life, as I rhyme and watch the time as it drifts
Tryna find the light, guess it’s just the life that we live
In an ocean of nothingness, in time I’ll sink
Feel like I’m drowning and I’m lost at sea
Still floating in this ocean need to stop and breath
Feel like I’m drowning, feel like I’m drowning
Lost in this ocean, unaware of my surroundings
Feel like I’m drowning and I’m lost at sea
Still floating in this ocean need to stop and breath
Feel like I’m drowning, feel like I’m drowning
Lost in this ocean, unaware of my surroundings
Back to basics, slacking with the pad but stay patient
Detached from all I have within this faint white spaces
Time wasting, a mind vacant
Blind to life and all that I should chase its
Another case of being caught in complacent ways
Mistake love for lust, the drugs numb the pain
Puzzled while I stumble through the months
Numb summer rains, shower down all at once, whilst my hunger pains
In my brain near the deepest thoughts
On which, most I never seem to talk
As I proceed to coast, while my demons call
Closer, let's raise a toast to
Everything we do and we ain’t supposed to
Never nearing closer to closure
And feeling hopeless in the moments I ain’t sober
Nestled in glumness, I really need a shoulder
Feel like I’m drowning and I’m lost at sea
Still floating in this ocean need to stop and breath
Feel like I’m drowning, feel like I’m drowning
Lost in this ocean, unaware of my surroundings
Feel like I’m drowning and I’m lost at sea
Still floating in this ocean need to stop and breath
Feel like I’m drowning, feel like I’m drowning
Lost in this ocean, unaware of my surroundings
I wonder where the sun’s gone,
Ain’t seen it in a minute
Maybe it's all lies, in a disguise we keep tricking
Misery and pity’s a conundrum I ain’t solved yet
When will I grow old, I don’t know I ain’t old yet
The unanswered, my heart masked in darkness
Losing my spirit and my freedom still laughing
For now that is, know I’m alone when the fun’s over
Ain’t felt at home, with no one to hold ya
I often wonder, when it will all be over
Smile on my face while I embrace my fate
I ain’t drowning yet, I’m just amongst the waves