I've been feeling lonely, since you left me here
Now I'm to blame for this feeling
I've been having a hard time breathing
There's gotta be a better way than poisoning myself night after night
And heading to dark spaces in hopes to find the light
Fell in love with moonshine, stay up till the sunrise
All I know are these sticky floors and crowded rooms
Heads boppin to some banging tunes, crop tops and heeled shoes, what a view
But it's deja vu, so I'm done out here if it's all the same to you
I swear it's all the same to me
Beautiful girls spin webs of lies
And men cast lines fishing for their pastime
All of them hoping it's the last time
I'm playing games, spying lonely eyes
Needing somewhere to stay before the sunrise
What better way is there when the price something I ain't paying
Forgetting names when I'm layin, something like who's who
Crop tops and heeled shoes, if you ain't having none of the view
Guess I'm taking two
But there's gotta be a better way than swiping away these online masquerades
All these profiles, hiding flaws beneath the veil
Optimised for desire but still missing the details
My image is a product ready for retail
And I got these women acting like Judge Judy
Thinking I'm Don Draper mixed with Hank Moody
Cause when my kids learn how I met their mother
I just pray it's more like in the movies
All these Disney dreams, got girls mixing me with Prince Charming
I'm more don't know what to do with your hands how I be so disarming
I saw how getting caught up in the facade of ignoring the flaws of whores
Leave you with closed doors and no cause
But these online fakes look the sweetest
So much cake on their face
And right now, I need this
No time for conversations, running the deepest
Take my shot, hit or miss
I won't have any misses
There's gotta be a better way
Crop tops and heeled shoes
If you having none of the view, guess I'm taking two
All these profiles, hiding floors beneath the veil
Optimised for desire but still missing the details
I hope there's a better way
With the divorce rate sky high
There's a 50-50 chance I choose wrong for a wife
If you had those odds for surgery, would you risk your life?
Emz told me looks don't raise kids, I guess he was right
Since once those looks fade, will that person stay?
Or do they only stick around when things are going great?
Do they love you deep down or were they lonely and afraid?
I'm guilty as they come, I wanna start all over
Takes more time for me to warm up since my heart got colder
I'd give it all for something real, I'm an organ donor
Blood spilled, I need to heal this fucking chip on my shoulder
Even when I met a queen, I still play the joker
Is unconditional love a myth or am I getting older?
I just wanted you to see me as your Casanova
Now it's fucking Prince Charming, I'll be your ogre
Don't get mixed up, I ain't hate my exes or thinking bitches
It's like hitting doctors for giving you stitches
It's just the way it is, money makes the world turn
Women got matches, but it's us that let it burn
So swipe right a couple times if you need company
Just remember in business, it's the men at the top we wanna be
Who they'll never leave, the ones of which we gotta compete
So if you wanna be the man of her dreams, there's no time to sleep
And maybe you're right, when I'm old and grey, will she stay?
I'll play the odds, even if that don't work out, I'll pay over the odds
If she leave when things aren't great, great
Pain my catalyst for progress
If she stays and hopes for change, all I can say is she'll get earrings to match my chains
Deeply ingrained pain, hard to let fade, but my progress man-made
Getting a life worth sharing, gotta be earned
It goes deeper than love, you taught me that then everything turned