#instrumental
Note to self undefined
I must confess, I'm terrified
I know I said that I will stand
But I am too scared of spilling my guts
So I'll cross my heart but hope you'll find
The distress hiding between the lines
I'd like to tell you, I'm at the edge of breaking down
Cuz I drown myself into the nonsense
My heart speaks at a tone that no one can hear

People tend to understate
The pain you feel so you wait
For the day someone is able to understand
And here I am, till the end
Sick of the masks but still playing pretend
I live in the fear of anyone finding the weakness I'm hiding

Cuz I'm more afraid of living than of death
(Stop the world, I need to get off it)
Will I burn in hell if I try to escape?
(They say you will)
I want to sleep to make it through but I lie awake
Wondering: Why can't I find a way to rest a bit?

Yeah, I'm so tired of being here
Wasting time in overthinking
I'm Paranoid
Suicidal
I'm afraid to let go
I remember, that soon or later
My savior could become my tormentor
And if I tell you how I feel
You'll say my pain is unreal
I'll keep the secret safe
I'm digging my grave

And here I am, till the end
Sick of the masks but still playing pretend
I live in the fear of being the one to leave behind

More afraid of living than of death
(Stop the world, I need to get off it)
Will I burn in hell if I try to escape?
(They say you will)
I want to sleep to make it through but I lie awake
Wondering: Why can't I find a way to rest a bit?

THEY SAY YOU WILL
THEY SAY YOU WILL
THEY SAY YOU WILL
BURN IN HELL
YOU'LL BURN IN HELL
IF YOU TRY TO ESCAPE