Everything is still the same
The clever things I want to say go away
Seem to go without a trace
The huge canvas in my brain remains blank
I don’t care what people say
One day I’m gonna be the greatest
And to that I can attest
Lets say maybe the best
I will never just give it a rest
I feel like I’m drowning and the water is up to my neck
I look at myself and I see a big fucking mess
This is due to all the stress
Im still stuck up in the same place
People look at me different just cause of my race
Im súper tired I just need to rest
I just want my bed
Sleep is all I need
Push my around too much I might bleed
But I just want to succeed
Is that too much to ask
Don’t know where I’m going it’s pitch black
All I do is rap
I feel stuck in place like it’s a ducking trap
I can’t only take so many hits
But need just a dab
Moments like these
When I just feel at ease
Now come someone please
Just look after me
I just wanna feel free
I just wanna feel relieved
Please
This is all so introspective
No sense of actual directions
Gotta look at things from a different perspective
Im presented with a sense of hope
But they tell me nope like Leslie
From parks and rec
I truly am a wreck
But I’m still at my fucking best
I don’t owe you shit
Fuck your debt
You use me then expect me to pay
That’s why all the people in your life fucking left
But I still wish you the best
You never listened to me anyways
It’s like you were ducking deaf