Cm I addicted to the pain? It hurts but
I keep coming back for more, I don't know
cny different than to sabotage myself again
I remember I was just thirteen and
Felt like a problem so I stopped eating
I've been trying to disappear
For my whole life but,

I'm still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck still

cm I a product of the way they raised me?
I hope so, I don't wanna blame me anymore
Is anyone here keeping score? oh,
Maybe I just take too much space up
It's getting harder to keep my face up
I've been trying to disappear
For my whole life but,

I'm still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck still

They say it's just a phase
I'll grow outta this someday
See the real world face to face
cnd realize that this pain is fate
But I'm so fucked up that I cry
Myself to sleep most every night
cnd I can't let the love in if
I don't know what self love is

I'm still stuck
Still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck
Still here
I'm stuck still