I've been numb before
Crying on the floor
I've made strangers out of best friends
On my own ocean floor
I found a trap door
I've felt all my loose ends
Now I'm swimming in the deep end
Nah, I'm not young I'm not old
Not anything to be bestowed
I don't want to fit the mold
That shit ain't for me
That just isn't me
I simplified things
Asked myself what's essential
Rediscovered peace by
Losing my mind
Revolving door of going to sleep
Who are you really
And when will you meet
Revolving door of going to sleep
Who are you really
And when will you meet
I'll be a singer
Pop the champagne
Born into the winter
Woke up on a train
Honest embrace
Love with a face
Flow state forever
I wrote you a letter
I'll be my best
Note to self, note to self
Note to self, note to self
Note to self, note to self
Nah, I'm not young I'm not old
Not anything to be bestowed
I don't want to fit the mold
That shit ain't for me
That just isn't me
I simplified things
Asked myself what's essential
Rediscovered peace by
Losing my mind
Revolving door of going to sleep
Who are you really
And when will you meet
Revolving door of going to sleep
Who are you really
And when will you meet
Who's to know
Who's to know
Who's to know
Don't seem to remember being put under
Don't seem to remember being put under
No vital signs
Consumed by the mind
When I saw the lighthouse
I started to wonder
Lost track of time and discovered a shrine