Feeling it calling me
Feeling it calls me home
I was driving along the street yeah
When I was seeing the edge of the Barrier
When I felt the feeling I never felt Before
Never felt such desire don't know What im feeling it for
Got seduced to look down in the Dark
The feeling I achieved is hard to Describe
A mix of insecurity anxiety and thoughts of suicide
I don't know what's going on the Sun aint shine bright
Anymore tryna ignore the whore That came back in my mind
But but its too hard I can't fight
Bring me back lead me back to the Light
Bring Me back Lead me back to
The light
I don't wanna commit suicide
That's why I turned around
Held Back the tears
Didn't cry
I stayed strong against the feeling I Can't define
Rather suffering than go fucking Die
Rather feel pain then attempt Suicide
After some hours I got back
Looking the name for the feeling Up on the internet
And then I saw it's the Call of the Void
It's the call of the nameless
It's the call to destroy everything
What you felt and what you will Feel maybe
I should deal with the Pain maybe I should obey the Void
Feeling it calling me
Feeling it calls me home
I was driving along the street yeah
When I was seeing the edge of the Barrier
When I felt the feeling I never felt Before
Never felt such desire don't know What im feeling it for
The problem is that I don't now The answer
To the question
I don't even know what's my Worth
So how should I know if im worth Living
How should I know Anything Thats's about living
I just know how to use my liver And my lungs
To numb the outside
If I would jump
Id hurt the outsiders inside
So both sides deal with pain
Both sides deal with sorrow
How should I decide
Everyday tomorrow