You know what's crazy? I had a mul'fuckin, I had an uncle
I had an auntie
They all died from mul'fuckin shit like
Alcohol poisoning
You know what I'm saying, fucked up livers
Shh
I love them to death, I feel like I can relate to them
Cause my insides fucked up, you know why I'm saying, Just torn
Weighed as shit man
But I been healing through that shit and I feel like I can
I can finally vouch for myself (Im trying)(I can vouch oh)
No matter how hard my life might get sometimes I keep my head up
Keep my strength don't give up faith, I know some times god test us
And I keep faith in god, but I still keep my iron
And i don't write shit, I just come in the booth with a lot on my mind yeah
And I ain't mad that I ain't rich yet, cause it ain't my time
Cause when it's my time you gone need curtains to block my shine yeah
That boy play gangsta but talk to the cops, he ain't my kind
I been manifesting all these blessings I been on my grind
They say "fuck lazz" that's what my enemies say
Ain't the ones I know don't like me, it's the ones that secretly hate
I talk to god a lot when I'm alone, he keep me straight
Said "momma I'm not a heathen just cause you don't see me pray"
For real, just cause you don't see me
You know what I'm sayin, that don't mean I don't do that
You know I have conversations with the higher power all the time
Keepin me straight, keeping my head on swivel cause I been falling (Falling)
I been really, really off
And you can look me in my face and you can tell that
But some people don't even notice
Kanye said "this game you can never win"
"Because they love you, then they hate you, then love you again"
I can't tell what's a friend
About my brothers I'm a soldier I'm spinning with them, give a shit if it's tints
Tints on the window, I ain't even close with half of my kenfolk
(Yeah) No Kool-Aid, just sugar water, bitch I been broke (Come on, come on)
The closest ones to you might kill you, got to stay ten-toed (True story)
And whatever you do, don't talk to no cops or through no pillows
I got off eyes, it's been a long night
I been off right, in my off white
She said she ain't feel real love in a long time
I told her ima give it to her, and she'll be all mine
Yeah, All mine
In my off white
I been off right
You can see it in my off eyes
It's been a long night
It's been a long night
It's been a long night
Yeah yeah
That's what ima call this shit, ima call this shit "long night"
Yes sir