Don't want to run away
But I'm already gone
So close on the outside
So far on the inside

Yeah, now it's up to me
Yeah, now it's up to me

Packed up, left my life behind
There's a million places I've never been
You'll never get to take me back home

Woke up in the middle of the night
With a vision of you holding my hand
You'll never get to take me back home

Every time we touch, every time we kiss
Oh it feels so wrong
And every time I dream, every time I lie
Oh I feel so bad

Yeah, now it's up to me
Yeah, now it's up to me

Packed up, left my life behind
There's a million places I've never been
You'll never get to take me back home

Woke up in the middle of the night
With a vision of you holding my hand
You'll never get to take me back home

Packed up, left my life behind
There's a million places I've never been
You'll never get to take me back home

Woke up in the middle of the night
With a vision of you holding my hand
You'll never get to take me back home