I lost myself chasing somebody else
Didn't know my own worth
Wasn't good for my health
Now it's different inside
It won't ever be the same
I still wish to be in love, just not today
I was naive
Gave too much of everything
Settled down in the clouds
With no one around
Now I tend to push away
And I'm scared to trust again
I still wish to be in love, just not today
I lost sight of my purpose
Thinking how did I deserve this
But through all of the mess
I was clothed in righteousness
I was found, once again
And all of that said, I'm still thankful for the end
Taught me what I know, and there's so much more ahead
Didn't know how to love, but just know I gave my all
I still wish to be in love, just not today
I still wish to be in love, just not today