Yeah
they're ain't no going back to how it used to be
all the shit I been through makes it hard to believe
watch the things that I want most slip out of my reach
the people I love most are harder to see
it's harder to breathe

I just can't calculate the outcomes no more
drowning under my overthinking
breaking down
about to overload
under pressure
I'm on the brink of

giving up and letting this all go
kill myself but still leave me breathing
breaking hold of all I've ever known

if I leave there ain't no going back
(yeah) there ain't no going back
if i leave there ain't no going back
there ain't no going back

and now I'm
losing out on opportunities
things are fading
changing like the seasons

acting like I wanted you to leave
just didn't want you to see me bleeding

scared I might've lost my sanity
terrified of the shit I'm thinking

wish that I could find a way to be
a better man than I've ever been but

that just isn't what's happening
I'm sinking deeper into the darkness

thinking back to a happy me
it's a passing thing
but I feel my heart

illuminate a new path it seems
I'm running out of any other options
gather strength and don't forget to breathe

if I leave there ain't no going back
(yeah) there ain't no going back
if i leave there ain't no going back
there ain't no going back

if I leave there ain't no going back
(yeah) there ain't no going back
if i leave there ain't no going back
there ain't no going back

aye, yuh, aye

there ain't no going back
who the fuck am I?
i'm over that

i feel the pressure to get a bag
but nobody helping me steady that

i been the same
i been sleepwalking through every day
calling it fate always running away
but i could be swapping my side of the chase

shit i don't know why i can't make it
try to replace it
past in the bin isn't much but i'll take it

grab it and go
i just wanna grow
it's harder than ever when everything's dead to the bone
and i know that i'm making it hard
back in the day i was back in the yard
miss all the memories locked in my heart
but i can't go back to the start
back to the start

there ain't no going back
(yeah) there ain't no going back
if i leave there ain't no going back
there ain't no going back

if I leave there ain't no going back
(yeah) there ain't no going back
if i leave there ain't no going back
there ain't no going back