I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Tattooed your name on my face for heavens sake
I don't know if I can keep up the pace, I'm running late
But maybe if I leave this life now won't have to wait
cll of these days, all of these weeks, all of these years
Running from feelings for you, fighting back these tears
clexis dear, I'm waiting here, I'm the one it should be clear
I'm not the one that you should fear, I'm the one that you should be with
I'm just waiting for you to see it, you're the only one I feel complete with
I know you're keeping secrets about how he fucking treats you
I know he fucking beats you, the baby is the only reason he don't leave you
clexis girl I need you, cuz without you life just has no purpose
The longer we're apart the more time we just spend hurting
Talking to you still makes me nervous, I still get the butterflies
You know I'm nothing like those other guys, girl I'm one of a kind
Had a glow up since you left bitch I turned into a dime
These bitches think I'm fine, I don't care if you don't look the same
Cuz the love I have is real and not a single thing has changed
Except for the way that I act and the way I behave
Didn't even hesitate to go and tat your name on my face
It's no mistake, I bet when you heard about it you were shook
like every time i slide into your inbox on the book
Can never wife a bitch now because of how I look
I've felt empty on the inside ever since my heart got took
But really you can keep it, I don't really need it
Your name is on my forehead now girls don't want me when they see it
I heard you ain't believe it, I told you I'm dedicated
You're the only girl I'll ever love and foreal I fucking hate it
I miss the sound of your voice, sometimes I fucking crave it
Can't love no bitch but you I can't find no damn replacement
So I yatted your name up on my face and just embraced it
I miss getting wasted, it was easier to not think about you
When I was getting fucked up it was easier to be without you
I'll never fucking doubt you, knew you were the one before we even talked
Now I'm lost, out here breaking laws
My heart wasn't worth the cost, bitch Im sauced
Trying to drown out my emotions, cuz without you I'm not floating
Bitch I'm drowning, grab the bottle and then I down it
Lost my heart and never found it, clexis I can't take this
Can we please try to save it, this love we can't erase it
I knew you fucking felt it when we talked up on the phone
Im all alone, cuz now I can't pull any hoes
Because I tatted your name up on my dome
My heart is froze, I'm not the one you chose
So my heart is broke, you already know
Bitch I need you, you know that I won't beat you
I think you'll be surprised how the new me finna treat you
Girl I won't leave you, never would and never fucking will
I said fuck the pills, now I like to get close to death cuz it's a thrill
I have a void to fill, cuz without you I'm just empty
I know you miss me, you know that you're better off with me
Im getting tipsy, cuz when I'm drunk I typically don't give a fuck
This shits a bust, cuz you're never gonna come back
c life with you I want that, but you don't I can't confront that
Fuck that, so I'm getting drunk off this liquor
If I kill myself now maybe ill be with you quicker

I'm not okay, I'm not okay, I'm not okay
Tattooed your name on my face for heavens sake
I don't know if I can keep up the pace, I'm running late
But maybe if I leave this life now won't have to wait
cll of these days, all of these weeks, all of these years
Running from feelings for you, fighting back these tears
clexis dear, I'm waiting here, I'm the one it should be clear
I'm not the one that you should fear, I'm the one that you should be with
I'm just waiting for you to see it, you're the only one I feel complete with
I know you're keeping secrets about how he fucking treats you
I know he fucking beats you, the baby is the only reason he don't leave you
clexis girl I need you, cuz without you life just has no purpose
The longer we're apart the more time we just spend hurting
Talking to you still makes me nervous, I still get the butterflies
You know I'm nothing like those other guys, girl I'm one of a kind
Had a glow up since you left bitch I turned into a dime
These bitches think I'm fine, I don't care if you don't look the same
Cuz the love I have is real and not a single thing has changed