(I finally accept it, this bitch don′t want me)
(I know that I'm ugly and just a fucking junkie)

Why won′t she love me? That will always be the question
Still popping xans guess I didn't learn my lesson
I miss you Alexis, wish you would get the message
I haven't stopped thinking bout you for a second
I′m just getting wreckless, girl I think you′re too much
I shouldn't give you two fucks, I′ve been mixing two drugs
I know I'm just a nuisance, you said I′m just a child
I just get wild when you give me a broken smile
Girl it's been a while, since I last seen you
I hope you know I need you, but really I should leave you
Alone and just focus on myself and this music
Before I fucking lose it, and feel no need to do it
I don′t want to give up on you but I have no option
You always tell me to stop it, act like I'm speaking nonsense
But you don't get my logic, wish you would get on topic
Because the only way I can stop is if I fucking off it