I fixate on the shit you've spoken
I might be in pieces at least I'm not broken
Always been picked on but never been chosen
Always been cold but I've never been frozen
Pretty girls lie but they're hard to let go of
The fear always lies in the heart of the open
Closing my eyes I'm praying I'm hoping
The woman I try ain't poison or potent

Staring at nothing while thinking a storm
Tears in my eyes while I'm broken and torn
Get insecure and deny till it's gone
Angel inside but you've hidden your horns
Crossing my mind yet you never belonged
I did you right I'm the one that you wronged
I give you life you took mine and moved on
Delegate time and I dedicate songs
The lines that I post are just words of my feelings
Can't utter a word so I post it and leave it
The shit that I taught you show to them niggas
The shit that I bought you flaunt on those bitches
Shit that I ought to respond to are bitter
Shit when I called you I longed you for minutes
Shit am I wrong to respond to your image

Why would you try to manipulate
I'm sorry that you can't articulate
I'm sorry that you feel inadequate
I'm sorry that I can't communicate
My feelings I couldn't consolidate
My flaws you would always illuminate
A soldier but you can't cooperate
When you hated you I was passionate
I made you feel pretty and dedicate
My time they make you feel all adequate
You want me to sit and elaborate
Always feel sad and subordinate
I love you so much it's unfortunate
I suffer from pain and abandonment
I let you feel down and irrelevant
I'm just a clown in entanglements

I'd rather assume that you love me
Just knowing the truth would just hurt
All of the signs girl I saw it at first
But now I look back and I should've dispersed
The fear of the worst would give you the worst
The gift of commitments the loneliest curse
The shit that I'm feeling is all in this verse
Out of the pits one day I'll emerge
The depths of despair I'll find me a worth
A purpose for life and a loving that works
For now I'll be fine while my mind is at purge
Killing the hope that had sparked when we first
Let our lips touch and the lies that I heard
Hope you find peace while I find all the words
I know it cuts deep but I was too immersed