I been looking for it, baby what did I expect?
Searching for another turned to finding me another test
Searching for a lover had me searching for another text
You could love me in the physical you struggled with respect
Settling for someone turned to cleaning up a mess
Attachment was an issue had me settling for less
It had to be said so, I know that I get those
I know that I been feeling this shit all on my chest
Yeah, look
Baby I was nervous, had to cut her off
Shit was turning to a circus
Juggling my feelings never focused on what's hurting
I got too attached while that shit wasn't working
Spending bags on things had a nigga feeling worthless
Everything expensive when you spending with no purpose
Sitting all alone asking "was it even worth it?"
Girl I wasn't happy i just had to get it hurting

Shout out to the women that had turned me to a villain
Do not take this lightly but I hate y'all that's a given
You left me when I needed you the hustle had me grinning
Coming right back when a nigga started winning
Offered you security, honesty, maturity, consistency and certainty
And then you started hurting me
Almost lost myself but I love me with that purity
Sick of everyone no one ever had that cure for me

Lord protect my healing heart 'fore I start to feel a spark
She a walking work of art hard to ever play it smart
Rather be a part of this than have us ever be apart
Took a break from breaking down had to figure out my worth
Everything that hurts me now rebuke it till the end of earth
Never ever settle down 'till I find the one that works
Every time I give my all, I found myself in a lonely space
Asking myself who's Jamal, like