Them demons won’t catch up if I keep running
I just need more time, I’ll think of something
Sippin’ out the bottle like it’s nothing
I feel like I need that shit just to function
I feel like I’m drowning
Looking for myself, let me know if you found him
Cause I been searching everywhere

Heavy hearted, light headed
Spending my money when I’m sad, running up my credit
I been looking for some answers you can’t find on Reddit
My story’s complicated, I don’t expect you to get it
But I been drinking way too much for several reasons
One of ‘em is because it silences my inner demons
Feel like it helps but in the long run it only feeds ‘em
And every bottle I go through I feel my soul weaken

And I don’t wanna place blame but it runs in the fam
Yeah, it’s in my DNA, it’s a part of who I am
So I gotta be the change, yeah I gotta take a stand
Cause if I don’t break the chains, I can’t call myself a man, no
That liquor hits different in a quarantine
I wonder if this life comes with a warranty
I wonder if I’ll make it up to 43
I wonder who’s really down to go to war for me

Them demons won’t catch up if I keep running
I just need more time, I’ll think of something
Sippin’ out the bottle like it’s nothing
I feel like I need that shit just to function
I feel like I’m drowning
Looking for myself, let me know if you found him
Cause I been searching everywhere