Thought that I could weather the storm
Keeping us together and warm
Another Winter more
Proved to be much colder than before

Like an everlasting perfume
Haunting every day, every room
Underneath my skin
Where do I begin
You will not forgive me in the end

You say that I'm the lucky one
But you don't know what I've become
Trying to outrun this pain
If I'm the one who held the gun
Tell me why I hurt so bad

It's freedom, but its lonliness,
Again