I am not a flicker or a flame or a spark
I am but a hot coal in the ashes in the dark
The cedar told me I was home
The live oak was too young to know
I need that cold water then
Your fingers found my freckled skin
I held the crows nest with my breath
The morning wanted nothing less
The walk was made
In silken blue or maybe navy forest hue

I don't want to leave
I just want to disappear
I don't want to leave
I just wanna disappear