It's hard to focus
it feels hopeless
when every song I hear
reminds me I ran out of luck
you want me to stay close
but you sleep next to him
I know it's not right
but I still get jealous as fuck

how can you love me so much
but it hurts to love you back
we keep saying it's forever
but at times it makes me sad
it's not funny anymore
how my heart keeps telling me
that it can't take it

how can I love you so much
but it hurts to love me back
tables turning with the seasons
it's the reason I go mad
it's not funny anymore
how my heart keeps telling me
that it can't take it

I love and I hate it
well I can only see the love when it's fading
when it gets complicated
I'm running away
it seems so goddamn absurd
we're only shadows of who we once we're
I know
we gotta let it go

how can you love me so much
but it hurts to love you back
we keep saying it's forever
but at times it makes me sad
it's not funny anymore
how my heart keeps telling me
that it can't take it

how can I love you so much
but it hurts to love me back
tables turning with the seasons
it's the reason I go mad
it's not funny anymore
how my heart keeps telling me
that it can't take it

when I can't hold on to the truth
why do you still hold me?
how can't I ever let you go?
is this really holy?
am I too weak?
does this sound bleak?
am I going too far
tryna keep you near?

are you finding it as hard?
or have you found closure?
is it easier being far when I can only call ya?
I can't seem to find the answers
when you're always running round my mind

how can you love me so much
but it hurts to love you back
we keep saying it's forever
but at times it makes me sad
it's not funny anymore
how my heart keeps telling me
that it can't take it

how can I love you so much
but it hurts to love me back
tables turning with the seasons
it's the reason I go mad
it's not funny anymore
how my heart keeps telling me
that it can't take it"