Eclipse, My Apology, my apology, my apology.

Ever since the day I first looked at you, I saw an angel
You were there through the good but more important the bad times
That's why I need you

Now that we're apart I miss you, and I wanna say
Say that I'm sorry for all the pain, all the loss, all the tears, it's just that

I wanna know why losing love had to hurt so much
No wonder why I cry without your touch
I wanna try, try to take back what I did to you
You don't deserve all the pain that I put you through

I wanna run, run from all the problems I find
I wanna tell you I went wrong with my mind
And then I cry as I leave and I say I'm sorry
That's my apology
My apology, my apology

I knew that things would never be the same
This wasn't easy for anyone
All we had was a sliver of hope
But I knew just as soon it could be gone
Months went by as things went back together again
But didn't last

Turns out it was all a lie
It's okay, I'll move on
Just turn around and don't you ever come back

I wanna know why everyone had to last so much
I knew it hurt but all of this has left me crushed
All I want is half a minute to realize
This was a life, not a waste of time

But now I know this is where our story ends
In other places I have all my true friends
And yet I cry as I leave and still I'm sorry
So there's your apology
Your apology, your apology

They think if something's wrong with me, come with me
See, he's just an enemy
He's fully responsible for all the pain they'll make
All the blame, all the shame
This isn't some stupid game
I wasn't the only one who made it this way

Look around, realize
Your innocence is just a guise
You were the reason that this all ended
The truth hurts but it's still true
Think on that, I won't come back
But before you leave

I wanna know why everyone had to last so much
I knew it hurt but all of this has left me crushed
All I want is half a minute to realize
This was a life, not a waste of time

I'm sorry that I hurt you babe
For failing after all we gave
But if you think that I'm the one that started all the pain
We're done, now it's gone and you feel sorry

So where's my, where's my apology