Tell me why I gotta be the bigger person?
I feel bad, but I hold the biggest burden
Says it's been a long day, I'll close the curtain
Still me but this ain't the best version
Guess it's back to what I know
Know I can't trust a soul
Can't fight it no more
My mind stays at war
My head says to let them go
But my heart says to hold them close
My soul says the watch them grow
But my thoughts say to let them know
That I feel like I'm always drowin'
Outside, yeah I'm always clownin'
But when's the last time you asked about me? Yeah
Surely this ain't what it seems, yeah
Rememberin' when life was easy
I think about those times so deeply
Now I'm always on the run
Call my phone like if you want
Switchin' to the times when we were always happy
Told me when we first met you want me badly
Reminiscin' bout the simple times
Still think about the simple crimes
The parties and feels
Those looks are to kill
She just robbed my heart I swear it's not a drill
We went anywhere that we want
Always lookin' for what's to come
Tell me why I gotta be the bigger person?
I feel bad, but I hold the biggest burden
Says it's been a long day, I'll close the curtain
Still me but this ain't the best version
Guess it's back to what I know
Know I can't trust a soul
Can't fight it no more
My mind stays at war
Rememberin' when life was easy
I think about those times so deeply
Now I'm always on the run
Call my phone like if you want
Guess it's back to what I know
Know I can't trust a soul
Can't fight it no more
My mind stays at war