No one said it was
Gonna be easy
Cause it was so hard
(So hard)

Wish someone could've
Heard me (hm)
When i was screaming
From the top of my lungs
(Yeah)

Looking back at a lot
Of things
And seeing how greatly
I've changed (yeah)

Yeah it was so chaotic
But it was all so worth it
(It was so worth it)

It was all idiotic
Changing my mind up
All the time (the time)

I really hope that
One day i'll change
The world in my songs
(In my songs)

I hope that one day
I can change the way
I feel about myself to
(Yeah)

I hope that one day
I get to have a say
On what i wanna be
Today without the hate, hm

Ah-Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah-Ah

Running away from my past
It didn't last long
For it to come back around
(Yeah)

Didn't think that being
Seventeen would be so
Difficult (hm)
And i didn't think that
I would have to figure it
All out on my own (my own)

Gotta make up your mind, a lot
And i've been running far away
To get away from my fucked up
Past (ah-ah)

I'm sitting here thinking
Will i ever be in my own
Shadows (ah)
Or will i ever be in my own
Head (ah-ah)

Not thinking about
Tryna find myself
For the longest times

I'm on a lonely road
With no one to hold me
(Yeah)
No one to (no one to)

It's so sad
(So sad)
I'm laying here
Wondering if i'll ever
Be happy again (happy again)

Can you take me back
To the good days
(Good days)
Where we never had
To worry about anything

Yeah you see here
I got a lot of shit to do (to do)
Got a lot of shit on my mind
Got shit to prove (to prove)

(Oh,oh,oh)

I hear a voice
Telling me to wake up
And start on something new
Before you get your
Heart crushed (heart crushed)

It's a bunch of memories
They fading away like the rain
It's a bunch of old things
That keep passing like
The season change (hm)

And it's like oh shit
Here we go again
Over thinking in the rain
With watered down boots
I need to grow my roots
And show what the fuck
I can prove , yeah

Yeah

Ah-Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah-Ah

Running away from my past
It didn't last long
For it to come back around
(Yeah)

Didn't think that being
Seventeen would be so
Difficult (hm)
And i didn't think that
I would have to figure it
All out on my own (my own)

Gotta make up your mind, a lot
And i've been running far away
To get away from my fucked up
Past (ah-ah)

I'm sitting here thinking
Will i ever be in my own
Shadows (ah)
Or will i ever be in my own
Head (ah-ah)

Not thinking about
Tryna find myself
For the longest times

I'm on a lonely road
With no one to hold me
(Yeah)
No one to (no one to)

A bunch of friends
That i lost (i lost)
A bunch of family
That i've spoken
Badly about, hm

Yeah these hearts
Are breaking the
Kids are growing (growing)
Gotta start showing
What my worth holds
Gotta start finding
What my truth unfolds

But we all make mistakes
We usually say fuck it
And move on but right now
We need to be more punctual

We need to be more open
About our thoughts
Learned that the hard way
Learned that the world
Is not the same (the same)
Leaned that the world
Is not the place for me anymore

Yeah

(Ah-ah-ah)
(Ah-ah-ah)

Running away, running away

Running away from my past
It didn't last long
For it to come back around
(Yeah)

Didn't think that being
Seventeen would be so
Difficult (hm)
And i didn't think that
I would have to figure it
All out on my own (my own)

Gotta make up your mind, a lot
And i've been running far away
To get away from my fucked up
Past (ah-ah)

I'm sitting here thinking
Will i ever be in my own
Shadows (ah)
Or will i ever be in my own
Head (ah-ah)

Not thinking about
Tryna find myself
For the longest times

I'm on a lonely road
With no one to hold me
(Yeah)
No one to (no one to)