ESSAY is a song in English
How many words I gotta say to get into your head?
I’m like one essay deep
Just hope I get an A
But if I get a B
I hope you let me stay
I can’t keep up with all this simping shit, I know deep down you feeling this
I’m so gone, I been feeling faded but without the ganja
I’m, so lost in your eyes
Girl you my blessing in disguise
I’m confessing but with lies
You can’t tell if I’m alright
I was swimming in the water til you hit me with your tide
Now I’m underwater, breathing, I can’t tell if I’m alive
If it’s worth it in the end then I’ll accept it like my prize
You say you’ll be there, I believe you
But not 100%
Maybe 80, maybe 90, but you got my consent to be the girl you wanna be for me but don’t be upset if I get too attached
I feel like every time I let a girl into my life, she start to be there at the right place at the right time
And then I fall into this cycle, bout to lose my mind, oh
And when I lose my mind, I start to question mine, i feel so numb inside
I keep my guard up high, in case she start to lie, this feelin got me tired
yuh
I can’t let you in my life again ain’t tryna go through pain
and I believed that said she would stay but it got colder in the rain
why everybody call me bro sad they used to call me lame
so I’m not chilling with no hoes cuz I be chilling wit the gang ayy
had to put my heart up in a duffy
she don’t love me
and she still be tryna be my cuddle buddy
she can’t hug me
girl you lucky if I give you time I guess it’s meant to be
I don’t answer all these random hoes when they be texting me
I asked god why they have to leave me i guess it was part of the plan
I got this pain in my body I won't ever leave me i gotta take it like a man
She went and played a nigga
that’s why i don’t trust
now she got me looking stupid
but i got options
thought that she knew this
damn man messed up and blew it
bands man get check run through it
i be peeping vibes and i swear they all fake now
never been in good hands need some Allstate now
ion got no heart left and I can’t donate now
I pop out like drake I tell em sorry for the wait now
I gotta essay for your heart
How many words?