How many words I gotta say to get into your head?

I’m like one essay deep

Just hope I get an A

But if I get a B

I hope you let me stay

I can’t keep up with all this simping shit, I know deep down you feeling this

I’m so gone, I been feeling faded but without the ganja

I’m, so lost in your eyes

Girl you my blessing in disguise

I’m confessing but with lies

You can’t tell if I’m alright

I was swimming in the water til you hit me with your tide

Now I’m underwater, breathing, I can’t tell if I’m alive

If it’s worth it in the end then I’ll accept it like my prize



You say you’ll be there, I believe you

But not 100%

Maybe 80, maybe 90, but you got my consent to be the girl you wanna be for me but don’t be upset if I get too attached

I feel like every time I let a girl into my life, she start to be there at the right place at the right time

And then I fall into this cycle, bout to lose my mind, oh

And when I lose my mind, I start to question mine, i feel so numb inside

I keep my guard up high, in case she start to lie, this feelin got me tired


yuh

I can’t let you in my life again ain’t tryna go through pain

and I believed that said she would stay but it got colder in the rain

why everybody call me bro sad they used to call me lame

so I’m not chilling with no hoes cuz I be chilling wit the gang ayy

had to put my heart up in a duffy

she don’t love me

and she still be tryna be my cuddle buddy

she can’t hug me

girl you lucky if I give you time I guess it’s meant to be

I don’t answer all these random hoes when they be texting me

I asked god why they have to leave me i guess it was part of the plan

I got this pain in my body I won't ever leave me i gotta take it like a man

She went and played a nigga

that’s why i don’t trust

now she got me looking stupid

but i got options

thought that she knew this

damn man messed up and blew it

bands man get check run through it

i be peeping vibes and i swear they all fake now

never been in good hands need some Allstate now

ion got no heart left and I can’t donate now

I pop out like drake I tell em sorry for the wait now

I gotta essay for your heart



How many words?