I just sent another text, 3 paragraphs i’m a mess
I love you but I neglected things I should've said feelings I should’ve kept.
I got insecurities that trigger me
Shit thats hard to fight through mentally
A season that didn’t last, blindsided with jab
Have you ever had to Grieve someone who aint dead
I ain’t never felt like this, felt my heart beat out my chest, all my life I feel like I keep dodging broken promises
Gave my all and nothing less, finding peace removing stress
I want people in my life that I ain’t ever gotta question

Sick of knocking down walls if I ain't ever gon build
What’s the point of making love if we ain’t never gone feel
I only show 2 sides, you got the one that was real
Most of starting over, but ain't ever really healed

Here we go again, feels good til it ends
Make me never wanna love again
Have you up thinking about a buncha things
Here we go again, I hope im done with this
Temporary vibes that feel permanent
Jaded and I can’t get out of it. It's all the same, i guess here we go again

Here we go again with the same old shit out now
People love to take what they need then they dip out
I been searching for someone to prove me wrong, learning to accept all the things I can’t control
Now i'm careful when you text me
Tricky with yo technique
And anyone who go, damn sure won’t forget me
Cuz I know im a vibe, face card don’t decline
My money aint short, and this Pussy still fye
Fuckin right I had to switch up on the way I move
You made it feel like loving me is difficult
And it won’t be be the first or last,
I can feel myself Holding back
Doing it again tryna protect what’s left

Sick of knocking down walls if I ain't ever gon build
What’s the point of making love if we ain’t never gone feel
I only show 2 sides, you got the one that was real
Most of starting over, but ain't ever really healed

Here we go again, feels good til it ends
Make me never wanna love again
Have you up thinking about a buncha things
Here we go again, I hope im done with this
Temporary vibes that feel permanent
Jaded and I can’t get out of it. It's all the same, i guess here we go again