Today Started off rough
Hard for me to get up
Rent due on the 5th
It's the first of the month
Got a list of things in my head
That I still ain't got done
I guess it is what it is
They say you only live once
I need a second to breathe
Social Battery on E
Let my phone go dead
It's all just texts I don't wanna read
I become so burnt out
I need vaca and some sleep
Some days I feel cooped up
And I just need a release
So I act like all Is well
Might go out get drunk as hell
Overworked and overwhelmed
I'm doing anything that helps
This ain't how it's supposed to be
Uninvested socially
Time been moving slow for me
Using all my energy
My energy
I cant be the only who feels like this shit is a constant struggle
I just wanna wake up nice and calm but swear it's always something
I need peace so
Please don't start bringing that bullshit around
And I don't need nobody coming around stressing me out
I just did a cheers with nobody here
A vibe, look at me, stressed where
You call it doing a little too much and see baby I call it self-care
How I feel crowded with no one around me
I gotta get out my own mind
Shit looks good the way I present it but you wouldn't know from the outside
So I act like all Is well
Might go out get drunk as hell
Overworked and overwhelmed
I'm doing anything that helps
This ain't how it's supposed to be
Uninvested socially
Time been moving slow for me
Using all my energy
My energy