I sink, in the deep end of the ocean
I think, might not come back from this one
I'm beat, stressed, tried and tired of the stress
So I drink, wash these pills down roll another swisher
I sink, in the deep end of the ocean
Sprung a leak, these walls turn to metaphors
Take a seat, watch me implode in on myself
It's bleak, bit off more than I can chew so it seems
So it seems
Never been so tired, still I never get no sleep
Stomach hurts cause I'm hungry but I hardly ever wanna eat
Keep busy cause if I don't I just sit around and overthink
Wanna get off of these drugs but they got a hold of me
Always feel so fucking sick but maybe I'm just sick of living
Or maybe it's the lack of living that I find so fucking sickening
I'm at war with my consciousness
Yeah this void I'm in is bottomless
But I fake this shit so well no can tell without binoculars
Please don't fucking tell me that everything's gonna be okay
I know it's gonna be okay but how long am I meant to wait
I've tried all those self help books and I never felt no change
Girl recommended a therapist but what would I even say
What would I even say yeah hi there I wanna neck myself
This music is the only thing I've got that's keeping my head above the ground
I don't feel comfortable talking about the state of my mental health
So I'll deal the way that I've always dealt fuck myself up till I fall down and
I sink, in the deep end of the ocean
I think, might not come back from this one
I'm beat, stressed, tried and tired of the stress
So I drink, wash these pills down roll another swisher
I sink, in the deep end of the ocean
Sprung a leak, these walls turn to metaphors
Take a seat, watch me implode in on myself
It's bleak, bit off more than I can chew so it seems
And so I sink
And so I sink
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean
In the deep end of the ocean