Lil bump lil sniff go dumb go dip
Jaw numb too lit need one more lick
Smoke Runtz roll thick big blunts big hits
Red cups red pills I'm fucked like a bitch
I woke up laying in the booth
Out of body dazed and confused
Might be from the days of abuse
Probably should've probably should've stayed there with you
My ex use to keep me grounded keep my head in check
Put me in the shower when I od'd at her friends
Now every time I get high it's the highest that I've been
When I wake up on the Monday I'm surprised that I ain't dead
Spiraling and I ain't got no one to tell me maybe
Drinking popping pills and smoking day and night ain't for the best
Only reason that I'm still here is cause my room is in a state
And I can't have my family finding out I live like this
I won't even come without a minimum of two caps
Dealer tried to cut me off so I just found a new tap
Bro been clean for three months I'm like how the hell you do that
Bro how the hell you do that
One two three four before I've even left my door
I get crazy anxious so I just let the liquor talk
Five six seven eight down that shit just on the way
I get hella awkward but the liquor knows just what to say
Lil bump lil sniff go dumb go dip
Jaw numb too lit need one more lick
Smoke Runtz roll thick big blunts big hits
Red cups red pills I'm fucked like a bitch
I woke up laying in the booth
Out of body dazed and confused
Might be from the days of abuse
Probably should've probably should've stayed there with you
Counting all my blessings they say I should be more proud
But what have I achieved if all I've done is let them down
Kinda thought by now I would have figured this shit out
In the deep end of the ocean it's amazing I ain't drowned
Lil baddie hit my dm's told me that she coming round
Legs up and they spreading but I miss my ex right now
Money I been spending just so I don't hate myself
They think that I'm flexing fuck you this a cry for help
Told me look inside yourself but all I saw was rotten
Addiction in my blood yeah it's always been a problem
Tried to get clean but I'm in love with these toxins
Dancing with the devil but he do a better Carlton
I might just go fuck my whole life up yeah I don't need a reason
Finish off the bottle I been making friends with all my demons
I been seeing double fucked that bitch I thought it was a threesome
Told me come with her up on the yacht guess she recruiting semen
Lil bump lil sniff go dumb go dip
Jaw numb too lit need one more lick
Smoke Runtz roll thick big blunts big hits
Red cups red pills I'm fucked like a bitch
I woke up laying in the booth
Out of body dazed and confused
Might be from the days of abuse
Probably should've probably should've stayed there with you