Something's coming
But then I just end up
Running in circles
Falling victim to every single
Monster lurking
In the shadows they're always
Hungry for me
Forever doomed to suffer in the
Darkness alone
Everyone else is safe and secure
Not me
But then I realize there was always
Nothing to run from
But my own stupid fucking
Imagination
Curled in a ball I slowly start to

Open my eyes
It's no surprise
Everyone is staring at me
They all think I'm crazy

You don't get me
If you were inside my head you'd
Notice quickly
The pain that it causes and all of the losses
Fucking endless
It makes me want to put a fucking
Bullet in my brain
But Now it's time turn it around
And put the bullet in your name

Open my eyes
It's no surprise
Everyone is staring at me
They all think I'm crazy

Maybe they're right!
I won't put up a fight
But if I die I'm taking a life
Cause murder/suicide
Is sounding pretty good
Right now!

Something's coming
But this time I'm not running
Standing my ground
Cause I think that I just had a
Realization
Maybe it was me that was
Always the monster
Buried deep inside me

Open my eyes
It's no surprise
Everyone is staring at me
They all think I'm crazy

Nice guys finish dead!
The earth is cruel demon
So in order to live you must
Become the monster in order
To survive this
World!

We're all monsters sometimes